Well ladies and gents...or for my ghosts reading this because Lord knows I'm just writing to myself right now (and, actually, there's a peace in that). Tomorrow/Today = July 5th --> one day before I leave Phoenix and head back to Biloxi for a whirlwind of trials. Drama aside (c'mon, we all have some--mine's nothing special), there are so many decisions to be made. I'd love to put it to a jury, but that would be a pretty lazy way out. No. I must make this decision on my own. Scary.
I am committed to looking at the positive. I have had a wonderful 6 months in Phoenix. I've had a great time with my brothers, my extended family. I've met new friends in places so unexpected. Some of my new friends have no idea how much of an impact they have had! They are so sweet and wonderful--I am blessed to be in their company! I have a renewed vigor in my music. I have a renewed hope in humanity (I've realized some people are super sweet!). Without knowing where my future leads, I hope that it guides me "home". Somewhere where people are friendly, the food is good, and the sights are beautiful. It takes little to please me, yet I know rough times lay ahead. We will surmount them. I'm far too stubborn to succumb to all of this! '
Que sera, sera...and in the meantime, let's watch the World Cup with upmost enthusiasm!
Speaking for the ghosts, the family and humanity, all of our combined energy, along with your moxie, will be with you on your way "home." My thoughts are with you always, cheering you on!
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